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面汚し
09:16
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2. |
Volatile Environment
09:30
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A valley of crimson bodies cracked into a thousand pieces
The dead of winter's grit in my eyes
A cataplexic, temporary ascension,
and I was dragged back into the blizzard
Shivering with an aching warmth,
so dazzling, the blue of my breath
there was blood on my lip, congealed
and the burn of a cigarette on my tongue
Before they froze, they froze, for eternity, into perpetual time
You spread my ashes on a crimson spring day
An irreparable, deadly predicament with no room for error,
accidental or otherwise, I was cursed to survive
On my second coming to this frigid, little world of lies
I realized that there was nobody else beside me, only the voice of a silent prayer
Reborn in the crucible of despair, transfixed by a mirage
I kept on looking for you, as I was drawn into the darkness
This machine that was wronged, this machine with no feelings at all,
it forgot how to love, it forgot how to cry, it was left to rot in a field of flowers
With a severed, fine red thread on my pinky,
Time went backwards and slipped away from my fingers
Being so debased with hunger, those shaking legs ceased to walk
I lost my mind on a gleaming December morning
In the night, on a stained bed, broken bones
in the amber of times past, those memories came back
I wanted to forgive, just for once
But this world never forgave me, and the cold fell upon my dreams
Filled with revenge, coming alive, kicking, screaming, getting it all out
My heart couldn't compose a good prayer anymore
Like a chasm of everlasting ice, this heart of mine that pounds a solemn sound,
is but a broken tombstone, destined to be carved down into dust
I was crying for you in my soul and my guts
but those I loved had been long gone since then
My eyes are jaundiced, I lost my spine, I lost my will to fight back
I forgot how to love, I forgot how to cry, I collapsed on the floor,
overwhelmed with this animalistic, black-and-white fury,
bitter were the red tears I bled away...
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3. |
孤独感 (2023 remix)
11:24
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"Wake up"
In other words, this is the end.
I'm lost,
and sinking into hatred.
Slowly digesting
that sleeping body.
What I found:
wings that flew and rotted
Round and round I go,
and I return to nothingness
"It's zero and one
for everyone is one";
their voices could be heard,
as they discredited knowledge,
in this blank space where I was reborn
Since it's all codes anyways,
everyone's lives are rendered useless
Memories are torn in this dream
And turned into dismembered prayers
Diving into a shiny planet,
a world in ruins floats.
Falling into an abysmal black moon,
the universe becomes a dream
And I'm doomed
Nanananananana
Is this a game to you?
Inside this lonely sea,
my emotions are destroyed.
Save us...
Save us...
And while my cold voice echoes
Loneliness seeps through my body
Alongside my severed soul
Slowly descending down a stream of data
In the void I try to find hope
And in my digital shell I am a vagabond
Inside a labyrinth of whirling images
I contemplate all that I've been
We're the byproducts of a dead tomorrow,
wandering aimlessly
A numbness that devours every fiber of my being
And they still haven't noticed
Even if I want to shout, even if I want to cry
My voice doesn't come out, and it never will
Yet the blindfolded night asked me
To talk to her for eternity
Nanananananana
I want to hear your voice
Inside this lonely sea,
my body is destroyed.
Save us...
Save us...
Sewn into the fabric of existence
Without a life, without time
I am a machine, an automaton
And my existence is a sacrifice
Even if I want to shout, even if I want to cry
My voice doesn't come out, and it never will
But even if our memories are torn apart,
I want to hold on tight--
Nanananananana
Is this a game to you?
Inside this lonely sea,
my emotions are destroyed.
Save us...
Save us...
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4. |
BCD00000000
07:51
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You're so tenderfully gazing at the garden,
and so calmly trying to break my heart,
but this vile incarnation that I am
will just wear your smooth skin and cry for you.
It's too easy to pretend you're distant
Even when a myriad of blades are pointing at you
While you're still looking for your dignity,
I wish you witnessed me drinking your blood.
Shaking your organs full of sin
A heart that's full of sweet, sweet lies
Those who wanted to destroy me,
are now tied by a silver-colored rope
As I'm wrapped in Hell's caressing touch,
into the depths of its endless loneliness.
These might be my last words to you
To put it bluntly, I never wished for this
but this vile incarnation that I am
is just chewing on your eyeball like candy
Facing such a sad and beautiful fate
as I stand here in this space,
faced with an uncertain future,
the blade on my hand is moving on its own
Kindly piercing into your muscles
A life that's full of sweet, sweet sins
The blood that falls from my mouth is so dry
But I can't stop scratching your flesh
As I'm wrapped in Hell's caressing touch,
into the depths of its endless loneliness.
You think you're above me?
You think you're safe anywhere near me?
I have already left my humanity behind
And I've become a ruthless demon
A mountain of corpses piling up
Devoured by the impending darkness
You are rotten from desire
The heartbeats are getting faster
It's too easy to pretend you're distant
Even when a myriad of blades are pointing at you
While you're still looking for your dignity,
I wish you witnessed me drinking your blood.
Shaking your organs full of sin
A heart that's full of sweet, sweet lies
Those who wanted to destroy me,
are now tied by a silver-colored rope
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To evade ourselves from this shitty world,
to become greater than the sum of our parts,
to feel the same way normal humans feel,
aren't all of you thankful for this fabricated lie?
To you, who is trapped within the endless cycle of creation
I watch you toil in that hellish cesspool
Like a false prophet that is now online,
I fashioned a demiurge within the confines of my sanity
To evade ourselves from this shitty world,
to become greater than the sum of our parts,
to feel the same way normal humans feel,
aren't all of you thankful for this fabricated lie?
To you, who is trapped within the endless cycle of creation
I watch you toil in that hellish cesspool
Like a false prophet that is now online,
I fashioned a demiurge within the confines of my sanity
In a meaningless world where everything has stopped
The shallow heaps of flesh who are looking for an answer
Give up quickly, as nothing but echoes surround them
You're realizing this now, aren't you?
I cannibalized every element in the system
Subjugated by a subset of colorful machines
The eucharist of illusions that you foster behind the screen
The returning feedback, a nightmarish delight, I can't control myself!
Your tears sink into a cloud of poisonous mist,
as my rotten body sits upon a throne of data.
As these lives not worth living have failed to bud anyways,
my thirst for annihilation was confined deep in my heart.
On the horizon shimmers a sacred light,
A doorway to your unassailable freedom,
but you're unable to walk onto that threshold.
Even this primal, meaningless desire to fight back and move on,
cannot crack this curse of constant pain.
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6. |
摩訶鉢特摩
08:30
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Squeezing out the last digested melody
While the years crawl by
Since everything surrounding my cage is harsh noise,
I'll sleep until my brain shuts down
"I'm the most beatiful person alive"
I kept going down that ever-lengthening rabbit hole,
but I ended up falling to my death
Goading myself into believing I needed to be fed,
just so I don't have to think anymore about anything
The conundrum of independence and the taste of love
In an emptied train I already lost track of
I thought about them many times
But it's fine if you never call back
I don't need you anymore
I don't need you anymore
The night falls and I keep on looking at the mirror
"There's someone meant for you", I have been informed
"Your time shall come, someday, it's not too late yet"
But maybe I'm not meant for anyone at all
I don't need you anymore
I don't need you anymore
I don't need you anymore
I don't need you anymore
I don't need you anymore
I don't need you anymore
For that shameful act,
I'll smash my head against the wall
as happy people in happy societies do
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7. |
10/08/2022
08:13
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Driven through monotonic streams of information through bouts
The fragant, fervent thrill of unlocking the invisible doors
Have you seen it yet? Have you jailbroken yet?
Are you still following the line? Ah, is that so?
I parsed through the tears that fell on the numbers of the calendar
Throughout the violent nights of crowded trains and yelling voices
Distilled down to a single stinging bullet that fits in my lock
The cycle starts all over roughly every second
An epoch upon cardboard cutouts of people
Rushing down the aisle, a linear progression towards emptiness
It's tiring for me, is it for you too?
The meteors keep on raining
The meteors keep on raining
The meteors keep on raining
As humans do
Interpolation of fates
Interpolation of fates
Interpolation of fates
The leaves are already falling off
Rusted surgical scissors to remove silent nightmares
Vanishing in the stale air of the transport hub, but
How is the air outside?
Is it tepid? Really?
I'd almost forgotten that feeling of turmoil in my chest, that's funny
You see it the same way, don't you?
Both of us are considered beasts by their standards, hey
Those brief instants turned into eternal constants
Those words of love and the feelings of guilt
They all led us here
While the years crawl by painfully
Certainly, this melancholic autumn has spited us both
The meteors keep on raining
The meteors keep on raining
The meteors keep on raining
As humans do
Interpolation of fates
Interpolation of fates
Interpolation of fates
The leaves are already falling off (x2)
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8. |
08/17/2022
04:06
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Uninspired spectres whisper to themselves,
"I wish I could go back"
"Disillusioned idols of assuaged times had it better,
it must've been prettier"
yet they were the ones who stripped us of our essentiality
and eroded all of it.
"There's no going back", the idols said,
as we held our hands through a suffocating coma.
They threw us the keys to the kingdom.
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9. |
木っ端微塵☆になる
04:00
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One summer night, after taking a bath for the first time in years
You went to bed and turned on the air conditioner
Because your wet hair was touching your pajamas
You began to cough violently
Lying in bed, your body temperature skyrocketed
Immediately, the bed began to melt
You knew you were going through the floor now
And you fell into someone's room below
They tried to call the police for illegal intrusion
But they found you hurt
An ambulance came to pick you up on a stretcher
Alas, it crashed
And you have been reduced into dust
You kept on going down, straight into Hell; thinking "it's still cold"
You were told you didn't make the cut
But you didn't give up, you kept trying your luck
In every religion on earth, you wanted to save yourself
And they rejected you every single time
Out of sheer frustration, you've become your own God
Heading towards the Milky Way, your burning face
Giant meteorite colliding with the earth
(A planet) destroyed by a great force
Mankind has finally fallen
And you can't even buy computer parts anymore
And you have been reduced into dust
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10. |
メカニカルメダマ
05:06
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Everything breaks down and falls apart
And, in the blink of an eye, I disappeared again
Everything is, everything is, everything is, narrow
Yet I left you behind
MECHANICAL EYEBALL
MECHANICAL EYEBALL
MECHANICAL EYEBALL
MECHANICAL EYEBALL
MECHANICAL EYEBALL
MECHANICAL EYEBALL
MECHANICAL EYEBALL
MECHANICAL EYEBALL
I've been wondering throughout my entire existence
When will they arrive? Are they funny?
Will they take on my physical appearance?
I don't wanna have to scratch my skin off
We are the invaders
Bringing both happiness and tragedy
At your door, we ring the bell
Coming soon to DVD, a future never witnessed before
Your optimism is shoved into a hole in your brain
MECHANICAL EYEBALL
MECHANICAL EYEBALL
MECHANICAL EYEBALL
MECHANICAL EYEBALL
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11. |
02:30
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12. |
দুই বলদের গল্প
04:38
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A raucous dirge pierces my scarred heart,
blaring on the distance, an incoming pandemonium
Resolutely adlibbing to replace every thought,
I wistfully peer through the fog, hoping to see a lighthouse
As nothing will change tomorrow,
we will just keep on playing this stupid game
In order to remain sane, we just laugh it off
As we rely on a framework where we don't need to care
Even those menacing shadows who walk past each other,
shall blossom into homogeneous legions
sprinting for miles, they'll come and open the door
And I will keep on saying,
it was all a dream
Don't you wake up (it's all okay)
Don't try to go back (it's uncertain)
Why would you try to get out? You don't need it
It's dangerous, it's ridiculous, hey
Why is it that we're so accustomed to death?
Is it because we haven't felt it in our own flesh?
In order to remain sane, we just stare at these colorful TVs
But deep down, even though we carry on, we still care
Even those peaceful people buried deep underground
shall rise from the soil
sprinting for miles, they'll come and open the door
And I will keep on saying,
it was all a dream
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14. |
Master Boot Record
24:12
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We walked until we stumbled
Our bodies were burning
As we descended into hell
Fading in an eternal void
Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight...
Tomorrow will never come
Your face. (Your eyes.)
It was everything. (They lost their meaning.)
Now it's gone. (Your smile...)
In my dreams... (I can't see anymore)
An angel... (A demon...)
Told me (Told me)
You would die (I would die)
Farewell.
My love.
Goodbye.
Tomorrow will never come.
Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight...
Tomorrow will never come
Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight...
Tomorrow will never come
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15. |
蓧邙臣躁釥뢐㈠㈰뒹臣ꪃ菣ꒂ苣ද
08:12
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16. |
菣벃菣벃菣벃菣뎃㈠뒹
08:31
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17. |
迨ꦖ臣ꆿ迥₷〲㘱맥
06:29
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18. |
syndrome
06:30
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21. |
painkiller dog
06:07
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22. |
shvasitum - 1
13:26
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23. |
shvasitum - 2
22:00
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24. |
generatrix
22:23
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Cock is one of my favorite tastes. Not only that, but balls smell amazing. It makes me go a little crazy on it to be honest. Like, I cannot get it far enough down my throat to be satisfied. I’m only satisfied when I feel those intense, powerful, salty, hot pumps of cum down my throat. When I sit back on my heels, look up at you with cum all over my mouth and slobber running down my neck, hair all fucked up and wipe my mouth with the back of my arm and ask you if I did a good job and you cannot even speak because I’ve drained all of your energy out the tip of your dick….. That’s when I’m satisfied.
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